My journey!

What a awesome God we serve! Without going into much detail, the enemy has an attack plan on my life. He has come from every angle and diameter that's familiar to me....I guess during this time I was suppose to forget about the God I serve, my God who says "my grace is sufficient" my God who says "I will supply all your needs" my God who says "be anxious for nothing", my God who says "cast your cares upon me", my God who says "no weapon formed against you shall prosper", My God says his word will not return unto him void! So my prayer is already answered.

For those that are reading this, please know that I understand that the battle isn't over but more importantly it isn't mine. My natural wants sit and cry, call and complain, blogg and battle, but my spirit man knows better...Christ in me will not let my flesh defeat him. Yes, I am sad, upset, disturbed, all the emotions we go through when things aren't right. Sometimes I wanna just throw in the towel and surrender to the enemy. The Christ in me will not let my flesh defeat him. Yes, I'm discouraged and disappointed by all the many things that have gone wrong in my life, the things I thought I had control over. Sometimes I wanna just wanna hang up my gloves and say "you win". Well..............The devil is a LIE!.....I will take up my cross and keep on moving, I will keep my faith in Him and be a soldier for God's purpose. No longer will I work for my cause, but for the kingdom I will! I am learning warfare, I am learning the difference between hanging my head low and holding my head low!. God is showing me all that his word said he would. He's shown me his love when I was a heathen, he's shown me his mercy when I willfully sinned, he's shown me his grace when I sought after evil. Before he's show's his wrath and judgement I will say yes to his will and his way. I will be a good steward over my finances, a warrior for his kingdom, an honest vessel for the witnessing of him. I will, I will, ,I will!!